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    people full of hate can't take it much longer will start a new life

    Post  Darkie on 12th January 2011, 7:21 pm

    hey i'm here cheers
    i feel i have to do some distance to clanlife
    i'll spend eccept this one no time on gossips in topics here
    but i feel i gotta create a clan my own
    away from all the past what has happened
    new users who i don't know yet
    or thoose i know but clean at heart and ming
    thoose who are not conterminated yet by any of them
    and no i will not call names eccept this first topic
    i wanna let it go all away
    and start all over again
    with a new nickname

    maybee some of my family members will build a forum
    and rent some servers
    googling walkthroughs on how to ready a server up etc.

    if my family are the founders
    i predict that
    W.O.W.
    modern warfare
    black ops
    unreal tournament 3
    unreal tournament 99
    unreal tournament 2004
    and
    doom 3

    will be the games so far as i know

    ------------------------------------

    or i start something far differend
    i leave my home behind and start walking
    every week more and more
    until all my memories are gone

    oddy buddy
    i gotta tell you i love god at heart
    i know the lessons he teached us
    i life with god knowing he's there
    watching my kaboose lol!
    did you ever saw jesusmovies ?
    they are nice don't they mate Smile
    i try to stay nice to everyone
    but everywhere i go i see the same old drama thing

    i cannot hold it any longer Sad Sad
    there is nothing but hate Evil or Very Mad
    now i suffer the conciquences for beeing hatefull to mario
    i'm not welcome anymore in {KAN} ATM cause of their eternal hate to mario and the reasons i have let them down long time ago
    even Maggoo is full of hate to Mario
    even men i didn't hurt are hard and keep hatefull
    Magoo is blaming mario for doubleclanning and bullying
    but in the meantime he's holding back the truth that he has a weak spine for conlikts
    why didn't he break ?
    instead of that he hardened
    sad and hard to believe

    men of hate
    nothing but hate
    help i'm drowning Sad

    i know i did the same thing
    and i'm sorry for all Sad

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    Post  Admin on 13th January 2011, 5:20 pm

    hello and weclome cheers in the words of christ open your heart and you eyes not your mind

    study i know lol!

    peace brother
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    Post  Darkie on 13th January 2011, 5:23 pm

    Admin wrote:hello and weclome cheers in the words of christ open your heart and you eyes not your mind

    study i know lol!

    peace brother
    yeah
    oddy ?

    is it ok when i have my own speculations about how god acts
    or is that forbidden fantasy ?

    i like to know never asked that in church
    in fear of beeing accused with blessphemie
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    Post  pile on 13th January 2011, 5:44 pm

    edit: issue resolved, peace.


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    Post  Darkie on 13th January 2011, 6:01 pm

    pile wrote:I always thought you were a nice guy Darkie.

    We are all different in our own way, that doesn't mean we are bad people.

    I have spoken to Mario and we have healed old wounds and decided to let the past go. Forgiveness is a good thing but you have to forgive everyone not just select. Or else you will still hate a few people.

    I think your choice to walk away from our online gaming community is a smart thing.

    I know we have had our fights and arguments, but I really don't care. It's all bs to me. I'm always willing to be friends with anyone, if they contact me 1 on 1 or on team speak, even someone like Monochrome or Grinder. But I doubt that will happen any time soon, since they enjoy having me as the bad guy, so they can point their finger and say "THERE IS THE TROLL".

    If we ever spoke 1 on 1 or on teamspeak, you would discover a really nice person behind the troll mask, that I wear on the forum.

    I agree with you also, Martin is a good example of someone who is at peace with people. We can only aspire to reach his level.

    ok
    then it's all clear
    it's so sad that we're not enable to create a bond
    pfffff. allways hatefull things i was even trying to get kan and ewz together
    but it failed and so tryed oddy aswell lol!
    I talked with mario and apollogized for my flaming behavor
    afaik there is nothing we where fighting about
    and if there were i apologize to you aswell
    i wanna have good friends
    and not friends who are getting jealours becouse i'm talking to that friend or ally

    that's why i came here
    finaly find some peace
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    if miracles exist they will happen on this forum

    that's what i believe
    as help me god Cool

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    Post  Darkie on 13th January 2011, 7:12 pm

    after taking more time on reading your post
    i know what you mean


    look i like
    mario beasty magoo oddy
    and don't hate none of theese HYDRA CD IFZ ETS KAN clanmembers
    i've forgiven them all
    it's just the fact that i see people hate echother and i see every single one of them impressing their clanmates
    what call out several clanwars
    and even i felt for that Embarassed Embarassed Embarassed
    i'm beyond all of that
    i've learned
    i can call up examples
    but i won't
    but iif i would----
    guess what will happen next ?
    indeed Very Happy

    if a man has a healthy brain he would come here and apologize + make friends

    is that a miracle ?

    yup 200 % flower
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    Post  pile on 13th January 2011, 9:20 pm

    edit: issue resolved, peace.


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    Post  pile on 13th January 2011, 10:01 pm

    edit: issue resolved, peace.


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    Post  Admin on 14th January 2011, 3:00 pm

    Darkie wrote:
    Admin wrote:hello and weclome cheers in the words of christ open your heart and you eyes not your mind

    study i know lol!

    peace brother
    yeah
    oddy ?

    is it ok when i have my own speculations about how god acts
    or is that forbidden fantasy ?

    i like to know never asked that in church
    in fear of beeing accused with blessphemie
    sunny

    who really knows how the word of GOD has been rewiten over the years . you see him as you see him not others Very Happy you and GOD noone else Wink

    i guess in a way you translate wot you know or read your own way and like me try to pass it on to others.

    but remeber this NO two men love a woman in the same way ..

    how you love christ is your way Wink and only in that way will you be judged
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    Post  Darkie on 14th January 2011, 4:06 pm

    pile wrote:In real life, many people behave like Monochrome. You see them at work, at school, on the street, in your apartment building...etc.

    You get into an argument with them and they are forever your enemy. They do anything to bring you down. They get involved anytime they see it is a conspiracy against you...this is Monochrome. Ask Mario m8, we all agree.

    But tell me this, we are playing video games together, is it necessary to be a scumbag on the internet, like in real life?

    I am not a nice guy, yeah I troll people...BUT this Monochrome guy is no better, believe me, he is just as bad. But he will pretend to be the nicest guy in the world, BS! You haven't seen it and maybe don't understand me, because you are not in my shoes and I hope you never get on Monochrome's bad side. Then you would understand Darkie.

    A major reason the drama never ends is because Mario and I, we don't back down to these type of guys. We will go to their forum and tell them off, right to their face! They want us to back down and shut up, but we never do. Why do you think Monochrome never came on cd or ewz forum? He never goes on a forum where he can't be in control to censor everything in to his favor. He has never come to me on a neutral forum and said a word to my face.

    Answer me this Darkie, how do we resolve a problem like this? I have no idea what the solution to this type of anger is. I ignore mono, he ignores me...it doesn't work. I offer to talk to them on teamspeak, they never come on. They will never get to know me unless they speak to me. A few posts on a forum in anger, doesn't tell you who a person is. Yet they use this as a measure of someone's personality. BS!

    You see m8, it is very complex problems, with complex solutions. This is why it is difficult to resolve bs once it begins. I don't know the answers, only way I see it, is to do what you did. Walk away from the community and never go back....

    Peace.
    we just can't resolve the problem
    but 1 thing we did was closing replies for guests
    so trolls have no choice but leaving
    i was talking about it in pm with biker
    he allmost broke his head about it
    but i wouldn't mention monochrome in our forum
    but what i see in the last days is bs posting Topic True Story etc.
    but remember i prommised not to post bs or gossips
    i leave clanlife behind here so that our members here get the chance to know eachother undisturbed cheers
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    Post  pile on 15th January 2011, 10:22 am

    edit: issue resolved, peace.


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    Post  pile on 15th January 2011, 11:39 am

    edit: issue resolved, peace.


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    Post  Darkie on 15th January 2011, 11:57 pm

    pile wrote:one last thing, why was that photoshopped picture of Mario allowed to be posted by Monochrome? Do you see now? He is obsessed.
    For example, he made a long thread about "e-thugs" on ifz forum, yet he then goes and posts a photoshopped picture of Ina?? He posts up threads calling me a loser and to grow pubes, and talk to him when my balls drop?? This is VERY HYPOCRITICAL. Rolling Eyes It is obvious he is says one thing, then he does something else. If he thinks Ina and I are "e-thugs" that is fine. But don't go and do exactly what an e-thug does! Do you see biker, Ilana or Magoo do or say the things he does? NO. That is because they are not hypocrites.
    I spoke to Mario about it and he said he thought it was funny lol but that he is focusing on hydra clan and has no time for BS. So I am going to follow his lead and focus on my clan Team cd\.
    Darkie, you spoke with me and now we are friends. And I always defend my friends Smile
    Peace.
    PS: If you think that what I have said about Monochrome (or how I like to call him "Trollochrome"), is wrong, then please explain to me your logic because this is my opinion. But I am open minded and willing to listen to another opinion on this and perhaps change my views on him.
    Yoo Pile i just gave him a thought that he's
    just possesed by chonical hatred i he doesn't give mt his thoughts about me


    Photoshopped
    No omg what an inspiration No

    i see "he aint no Rock and Troll anymore"


    that's the only thing i responded
    but didn't harm members by starting
    a sudden flamewar to mono

    I see he ain't gonna win that contest anyway with this lol!
    And Mario when he seems not to be impreesed it's ok
    so i would worry mate
    Very Happy



    but when i would leave IFZ he will Razz
    not that i wanna judge people because i want to believe me i better do not
    Very Happy
    that's wht i posted many topics count 1 to 1000 - the funniest pict ofthe month -
    the scaroest picture of the month
    i'd wanted to give them other thoughts
    give them other things to bite lol!

    i see that my strategy worked
    threatening i would resign if the clan keeps itself unprotected
    it worked Very Happy Very Happy
    only members may post yaay finaly Twisted Evil
    but seeing the dramathing
    isn't over
    look at other clans
    members still trying to imress eachother when it commes to serverbans or kicks
    but pffff enough let's relaxed this is oddies forum
    i believe i've sad too much allready mate
    it's not worthy to feel down when othhers try to hurt you
    and yep it's easy for me to say i know i know drunken
    when i had difficult words with mario you laughed too at cd Laughing

    like two fighting girls lol!

    remember anyone can be a troll
    when the conditions are right
    even in real life

    gunfights roadrages arrests detentions
    they are even worse then a childish forumfight
    but when they believe in god
    they are been forgiven
    just at the cross of jusus
    jesus took them both to heaven
    only one of them needed to be impressed
    the one who said "shut up man "."you know we both deserved it"

    and so can i
    from now on i'm gonna take it as a man
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    Post  pile on 16th January 2011, 9:07 am

    VERY wise words my friend. I agree with you 100%. Cheers. Very Happy

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