people full of hate can't take it much longer will start a new life

Admin wrote:hello and weclome in the words of christ open your heart and you eyes not your mind

i know

peace brother

pile wrote:I always thought you were a nice guy Darkie.

We are all different in our own way, that doesn't mean we are bad people.

I have spoken to Mario and we have healed old wounds and decided to let the past go. Forgiveness is a good thing but you have to forgive everyone not just select. Or else you will still hate a few people.

I think your choice to walk away from our online gaming community is a smart thing.

I know we have had our fights and arguments, but I really don't care. It's all bs to me. I'm always willing to be friends with anyone, if they contact me 1 on 1 or on team speak, even someone like Monochrome or Grinder. But I doubt that will happen any time soon, since they enjoy having me as the bad guy, so they can point their finger and say "THERE IS THE TROLL".

If we ever spoke 1 on 1 or on teamspeak, you would discover a really nice person behind the troll mask, that I wear on the forum.

I agree with you also, Martin is a good example of someone who is at peace with people. We can only aspire to reach his level.

Darkie wrote:

Admin wrote:hello and weclome in the words of christ open your heart and you eyes not your mind

i know

peace brother

yeah
oddy ?

is it ok when i have my own speculations about how god acts
or is that forbidden fantasy ?

i like to know never asked that in church
in fear of beeing accused with blessphemie

pile wrote:In real life, many people behave like Monochrome. You see them at work, at school, on the street, in your apartment building...etc.

You get into an argument with them and they are forever your enemy. They do anything to bring you down. They get involved anytime they see it is a conspiracy against you...this is Monochrome. Ask Mario m8, we all agree.

But tell me this, we are playing video games together, is it necessary to be a scumbag on the internet, like in real life?

I am not a nice guy, yeah I troll people...BUT this Monochrome guy is no better, believe me, he is just as bad. But he will pretend to be the nicest guy in the world, BS! You haven't seen it and maybe don't understand me, because you are not in my shoes and I hope you never get on Monochrome's bad side. Then you would understand Darkie.

A major reason the drama never ends is because Mario and I, we don't back down to these type of guys. We will go to their forum and tell them off, right to their face! They want us to back down and shut up, but we never do. Why do you think Monochrome never came on cd or ewz forum? He never goes on a forum where he can't be in control to censor everything in to his favor. He has never come to me on a neutral forum and said a word to my face.

Answer me this Darkie, how do we resolve a problem like this? I have no idea what the solution to this type of anger is. I ignore mono, he ignores me...it doesn't work. I offer to talk to them on teamspeak, they never come on. They will never get to know me unless they speak to me. A few posts on a forum in anger, doesn't tell you who a person is. Yet they use this as a measure of someone's personality. BS!

You see m8, it is very complex problems, with complex solutions. This is why it is difficult to resolve bs once it begins. I don't know the answers, only way I see it, is to do what you did. Walk away from the community and never go back....

Peace.

pile wrote:one last thing, why was that photoshopped picture of Mario allowed to be posted by Monochrome? Do you see now? He is obsessed.
For example, he made a long thread about "e-thugs" on ifz forum, yet he then goes and posts a photoshopped picture of Ina?? He posts up threads calling me a loser and to grow pubes, and talk to him when my balls drop?? This is VERY HYPOCRITICAL. It is obvious he is says one thing, then he does something else. If he thinks Ina and I are "e-thugs" that is fine. But don't go and do exactly what an e-thug does! Do you see biker, Ilana or Magoo do or say the things he does? NO. That is because they are not hypocrites.
I spoke to Mario about it and he said he thought it was funny lol but that he is focusing on hydra clan and has no time for BS. So I am going to follow his lead and focus on my clan Team cd\.
Darkie, you spoke with me and now we are friends. And I always defend my friends
Peace.
PS: If you think that what I have said about Monochrome (or how I like to call him "Trollochrome"), is wrong, then please explain to me your logic because this is my opinion. But I am open minded and willing to listen to another opinion on this and perhaps change my views on him.

Photoshopped
omg what an inspiration

i see "he aint no Rock and Troll anymore"

that's the only thing i responded
but didn't harm members by starting
a sudden flamewar to mono

I see he ain't gonna win that contest anyway with this
And Mario when he seems not to be impreesed it's ok
so i would worry mate